02/05
Chicken nugget earnings / Chicken nugget eye patch / Chicken nugget necklace / Caul fat veil
NON GRATA’s DIVERSE UNIVERSE NYC ’15 presented by WILD TORUS – Gowanus Ballroom – December 12, 2015
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I love the snow.
When I was little, I would play a morbid game were I would pretend that I was a traveler on an expedition in Antarctica or Alaska…. Or whatever.
I would go into the backyard and trudge through the pristine, dense, knee high snow. My steps were exaggerated as I faked an epic struggle. I would grunt and breath deeply and pretend that I could no longer go on.
All my supplies where gone and rest of my troupe… Dead. I had failed. It had been days since I’d had my last meal. Read the rest of this entry »
Last night I watched the second half of Titanic, the last 3\4 of the fault in our stars, the last 3\4 of Pearl Harbor and most of of this rediculous Australian movie about a single women not marrying “the love of her life” and being transported to a life as if she had been married to that guy for the past 13 years. She had a wipe a blonde kids ass numerous times in the film.
Oh yeah, I also watched the wedding singer the day before.
Day 1 & 2
I have a relatively fat ass but it’s on a small frame. I had a moment the other day where I thought about my ass and thighs. As I squeezed and jiggled my hams and wondered what percentage of my body was, my legs. I wondered how many more years I could wear shorts before the cellulite takes over. My future had been genetically decided.
Today is the day that I chose to start collecting materials to make my tutu out of. One of the places I visited was American Apparel because I knew I’d find a leotard there. (The leotard is the base of the costume.)

AGENDA: To push my own abilities
When I was growing up, I took ballet classes. The last time I visited my parents, I found a recording of one of my dance recitals from 1993. I was 6 years old. Read the rest of this entry »
Eating easter candy purchased at full price in February.
Stewing and continuing to lose muscle mass.
Wasted calories that won’t burn.
Found in a folder called “college crap project”. When I first opened it, my computer crashed.
Jellie – Nov 29, 2009 4:06 AM

Photo Courtesy of Dan Fuller @pfscht
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