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But Now…

But Now...

May 24, 2013
Performance Anxiety at Culture Fix
Curated by Ventiko Thephotographer
Video credit Geraldo Mercado
Photo credit Alan Joesph

Bodies of Water

She flooded the seat
more puddle like than female
waves of fluid flesh

Thighs

He said that he is 56.  I wondered if he dyed his hair, because it was an unnatural shade of brown.

I was wearing a form fitting, short skirt and he noticed me.  He sat next to me on a filthy couch and leans in to say, “You have amazing thighs, and I’ve seen a lot of legs…” Read the rest of this entry »

Emotional Biology


Performance Heart – Pussylicious at Muchmore’s
Curated by Courtney Leigh Novak
April 28, 2013

My Love Won’t Wait

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April 16, 2013

Curated By Geraldo Mercado
Grace Exhibition Space
http://www.grace-exhibition-space.com/

❤ video will come once i figure out how to deal with copyright issues ❤

THANKS ELVIS

Photo on 4-16-13 at 7.57 PM

Performance went well 🙂  Want to know whats in the tupperware? Uploading video soon…

Nightmare

He has an illustration in his closet. In the portrait, he is holding a women by the waist.  He gently rests his hand on her hip.  She is naked and he is fully clothed.  I wonder who she is because she is very attractive.

There are bloody hand prints on a blank billboard.  The dried blood has a creamy quality to it.

I ask him, “If you don’t feel the same way about me as you used to, tell me…”

“I don’t…”

I start crying.  I feel bad that I am blowing off a friend.  We were supposed to meet at the ice cream convention.  I knew they’d be mad and wouldn’t be understanding.

I have no idea where I am.  My shirt is so stretched out that my breasts are showing.  I pull up my shirt to try to cover myself.  I feel horrible, exposed. 

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Cake Performance

Cake Performance

sometimes you just run out of cake Read the rest of this entry »

Cake

“Oh but, I can’t have my cake and eat it too… but, I am.
You are?  Really?
I’m an idiot!
I’m letting you have that fucking cake.
I’m letting you have that cake with ice cream!  With fucking chocolate syrup, sprinkles and a fucking cherry… put whip cream on it!

I can’t give you anymore cake.
You know, like, I’m not a cake factory.
People run out of cake!
I don’t have enough cake to give you anymore!
You don’t deserve… my cake.”

Mantis Roach

I was shopping at a GAP store.  The usual crowd of homeless people was hanging out inside.  There were two old women sitting down in front of the winter coats.  They would always push around a baby stroller so no one would bother them. The schizophrenic women with the scraggly grey hair and tattered clothes was sitting in her usual place on the stairs. Read the rest of this entry »

j and j

March 29, 2012

“There’s a couple of things that I need from Duane Reade.”
He picked a bottle of Johnson and Johnson baby oil off the shelf.
“What’s that for?”
He smirked and cupped his hands around my ear.  I could feel his breath.  In a smooth, deep voice he whispered, “Your ass.”

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pansexual makeout party

buy a new lipstick
NARS pure matte valparaiso
“rich raspberry” tint

present participle

eavesdropping on my neighbors fucking
dreaming about nothing
sweating under velvet bed sheets
killing cockroaches

watching videos of the morbidly obese
eating handfuls of dry cereal
pouring milk into my mouth from the carton
worrying about getting fat Read the rest of this entry »

Paul Masson

November 19, 2012

grande amber brandy
you should have bought astroglide
aged in oak barrels