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Nugget Procession

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Afterwards – Part I


(I practiced singing and dancing as I untangled my hair.  This is me in 1993.)

How Do you feel?
I’m not good at finishing things.  I still haven’t watched the last episode of HBO’s True Blood, which ended last year.  I was waiting for “the right moment” to watch the finale, but it never came.  I just never wanted the show to end.
Now it’s time for me to close out my birthday performance (which was 2 weeks ago).  Right after my performance, my friend Hilary asked me,“How do you feel?”
I answered automatically, “I’m glad it’s over.”
I thought about what I just said and I took it back immediately, “Wait… actually I’m not glad that it’s over.’
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1:59 AM

I do not have a good memory.

I have two examples that play a huge role in my upcoming piece.  1. I remembered the 1993 dance recital as a ballet dance, it is tap.  2. This next example is more of a fault in my logic, rather than my memory.  I did not graduate elementary school in 2003.  That would make me…  23/4?  There is my other deficit, math.  This is the year my brother graduated.  I made this realization after savagely dismantling a VHS camera. The tape became stuck after the camera had died forever so the cassette door needed to be forcibly ripped off.  I had to call a childhood friend to confirm that we actually had sung “The Greatest Love of All” at our graduation in 1999/2000?  I wanted to make sure that I didn’t create a false memory.
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The Greatest Love of All – 1985

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My dance / song recital is creeping up on me.  I am finalizing all of the music and memorizing lyrics and dance moves.  My leotard arrives tomorrow and I am praying that it will fit.  The most challenging measurement to obtain is the “girth”.

When thinking of a song for my big recital, for some reason Whitney Houston kept coming to mind.  Of course there is the 1992 mega hit, “I Will Always Love You” – 1992 but there is also, “The Greatest Love of All”.  I remember singing (well, shyly mouthing the words) this song in elementary school for one of those ridiculous student recitals.  It was for my 6th grade graduation.  It was the kind of performance where you stand on risers under extremely hot lights.  Every year someone was guaranteed to faint causing a hilarious domino effect of small children.  I recently learned that this often happens because people lock their knees for an extended period of time. Read the rest of this entry »

Performance Reel

Performance reel 2013-2014.

Feminine Steak

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Performancy Forum “Contraception and Contraband” at Panoply Performance Lab

July 14, 2014

Why Won’t Anyone Dance With Me?

Sacred Sensoreal: Bizarre Bushwick
Work Performed: Steak Face IV (Why won’t anyone dance with me?)
Video shot by Patricio Jihon
Curated by Wild Torus
March 19, 2014

Steak Face I (Poet)

PANOPLY PERFORMANCE LAB – OPEN SPACE – 2/2/14
Video by David Greiss

Grandma

Theoretical Headbangers, Beautiful Dreamers
Curated and shot by Geraldo Mercado
Brooklyn International Performance Art Festival at Silent Barn
July 9, 2013

Panty Drop

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Panoply Performance Laboratory – PERFORMANCY FORUM: Liberación y Terapia
October 10, 2013
Work Performed: Panty Drop
Curated by Panoply Performance Laboratory – Esther Neff and Brain McClorkle

(This piece is part of a larger project about the used panty market in Japan.  Full documentary in progress.)

My Love Won’t Wait

April 16, 2013
Performed at Grace Exhibition Space
Curated By Geraldo Mercado

Song: Elvis “No More”

I gotta ask you something

Hi,

Hopefully you feel as compelled to answer as I did to ask. I’ve been watching your performance videos, and I really wanted to know what’s going on – like what kind of performances are they? It’s just unlike anything I’ve come across before in the acting scene, if it’s even about acting, maybe it’s comedy? I don’t even know. But there’s something extremely weird about it that I like. I don’t say that to be offensive, it’s just odd as fuck, but awesome.

I don’t know what the question is that I’m trying to ask so who knows how you can reply, but I’m really curious about what’s going on. I just can’t figure out how to put into coherent words what it is I’m trying to say.
Anyway, good job. I think.

G.

But Now…

But Now...

May 24, 2013
Performance Anxiety at Culture Fix
Curated by Ventiko Thephotographer
Video credit Geraldo Mercado
Photo credit Alan Joesph

Emotional Biology


Performance Heart – Pussylicious at Muchmore’s
Curated by Courtney Leigh Novak
April 28, 2013

My Love Won’t Wait

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April 16, 2013

Curated By Geraldo Mercado
Grace Exhibition Space
http://www.grace-exhibition-space.com/

❤ video will come once i figure out how to deal with copyright issues ❤

THANKS ELVIS