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I’ve killed hundreds 

Every square inch of my parents ceiling was covered with an even grid of pantry moths.  They are the color of soot and when I kill them, they leave a smear that looks like a shadow.

Grandma had started to act strangely and spent all her time standing on the counter top. There is a hole in the wall above of the cabinets where the infestation had started.  She would perch her face up against the opening and stare into the darkness. She was wearing khaki pants, an oversized cranberry colored wool cardigan and a pair of latex gloves.

After days of this behavior, suddenly, grandma fell off the counter top.  When I reached her side, her body was replaced with a single latex glove. The fingers had been cut from the palm and were laid out in order from index finger to thumb.

I looked down and I was wearing the jewel toned cardigan. It was thick and completely covered by tiny brown bugs.  The sweater is so infested that the insects have fused to the cotton.  I could hear their exoskeletons clashing and mandibles nibbling my flesh.  I ripped off the sweater and had a powder blue T-shirt underneath. A few bugs clung to the cotton and I desperately tried to brush them off.

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Pizza

It is night time and I’m at my parent’s house.
I ask my mom to take me to get pizza.
We get into our white van and she gets behind the wheel.
I notice that she is driving erratically.
She is driving on the sidewalk and over people’s lawns.
Small children are illuminated by her headlights.
They are frozen with terror as my mother speeds straights towards them. Read the rest of this entry »

Dixie

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It was dusk and I was walking up the street to my parents house and I noticed three ambulances in front of their neighbors house.  The lights were flashing, illuminating the entire street blue and red.  I ran to them.

There were people huddled together sobbing.  On the lawn there were about 20 bodies under red and navy fleece blankets.  They were all the size of children. Read the rest of this entry »

California Oreos

I’m at an art opening.  All the artwork is shit.  There’s a room full of laser beams.  This girl is being a bitch to me.  Someone is giving away free AAA batteries.  I get tired of the opening so I drive to California.  I stop at a brightly lit super market.  It is a supermarket that only carries processed junk food.  All the aisles are stocked to the ceiling with colorful plastic bags and packets. I go into the oreos aisle and look for the marshmallow crispie flavor.  They don’t have it, but they do have cookie dough.  I don’t want anything.  I look for somewhere else to go but there is only the grocery store. I head to my car and look at the highway glowing with headlights.  I have forgotten how to drive.  I am overcome with panic.

Nightmare IV

Duncan

She is doing a performance in a bedroom.  I don’t know who she is and I haven’t seen her before.  She’s is wearing 80’s style workout clothes.

“Now, I’m going to need everyone’s participation and please don’t take my picture.”

She approaches me.  “You know, this used to be Duncan’s bed…”

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Mantis Roach

I was shopping at a GAP store.  The usual crowd of homeless people was hanging out inside.  There were two old women sitting down in front of the winter coats.  They would always push around a baby stroller so no one would bother them. The schizophrenic women with the scraggly grey hair and tattered clothes was sitting in her usual place on the stairs. Read the rest of this entry »

CAT SHIT ROOM

The apartment was acceptable.
The room had a window and door.
I told the broker that I would take it.
I scribbled on a piece of paper to finalize the deal.
As soon as my pen left the contract, I noticed an open door.

In the room was a solitary litter box.
There was litter and dried up cat turds all over the floor.
Large mounds of litter covered every square inch of the small windowless room.
I could already feel the blue and grey pebbles stuck to the soles of my bare feet.

I didn’t even notice any cats living there.