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Valentine

Nugget Procession

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Afterwards – Part I


(I practiced singing and dancing as I untangled my hair.  This is me in 1993.)

How Do you feel?
I’m not good at finishing things.  I still haven’t watched the last episode of HBO’s True Blood, which ended last year.  I was waiting for “the right moment” to watch the finale, but it never came.  I just never wanted the show to end.
Now it’s time for me to close out my birthday performance (which was 2 weeks ago).  Right after my performance, my friend Hilary asked me,“How do you feel?”
I answered automatically, “I’m glad it’s over.”
I thought about what I just said and I took it back immediately, “Wait… actually I’m not glad that it’s over.’
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Feminine Steak

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Performancy Forum “Contraception and Contraband” at Panoply Performance Lab

July 14, 2014

California Oreos

I’m at an art opening.  All the artwork is shit.  There’s a room full of laser beams.  This girl is being a bitch to me.  Someone is giving away free AAA batteries.  I get tired of the opening so I drive to California.  I stop at a brightly lit super market.  It is a supermarket that only carries processed junk food.  All the aisles are stocked to the ceiling with colorful plastic bags and packets. I go into the oreos aisle and look for the marshmallow crispie flavor.  They don’t have it, but they do have cookie dough.  I don’t want anything.  I look for somewhere else to go but there is only the grocery store. I head to my car and look at the highway glowing with headlights.  I have forgotten how to drive.  I am overcome with panic.

A Token of my Appreciation

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“Pumps”

Bushwick Open Studios 2013 – Animamus Art Salon at La Luz
Photos by Geraldo Mercado and Shannon M. DuVall

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Bodies of Water

She flooded the seat
more puddle like than female
waves of fluid flesh

Cake Performance

Cake Performance

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Cake

“Oh but, I can’t have my cake and eat it too… but, I am.
You are?  Really?
I’m an idiot!
I’m letting you have that fucking cake.
I’m letting you have that cake with ice cream!  With fucking chocolate syrup, sprinkles and a fucking cherry… put whip cream on it!

I can’t give you anymore cake.
You know, like, I’m not a cake factory.
People run out of cake!
I don’t have enough cake to give you anymore!
You don’t deserve… my cake.”

my favorite place

chinatown alone
nostalgic of being fat
sunday afternoon