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The corner of the door

unnamedLast night I woke up around 5 AM to go to the bathroom.
I had only been asleep for a couple of hours. Read the rest of this entry »

Harry & Juliet

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(1986) Re: Tapes

You could probably use the tapes and not listen to them.  Pull out the tape… make a dress out of it… pull tapes and dance… wrap them around picture…. etc.
The tapes might be too terrible to listen to.  Destroy them as art.
xoxo, G

Nugget Procession

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02/05
Chicken nugget earnings / Chicken nugget eye patch / Chicken nugget necklace / Caul fat veil

Love Story

I had written the most epic love story of all time.

I was on the Williamsburg bridge, listening to my Walkman and riding my bike.  An interview came on the public access station .  The person I wrote my story about was reviewing it.  I didn’t think anyone had read it but THEY did.  I had waited forever for this. Read the rest of this entry »

May 22, 1993

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“I look confused”
“No you don’t” Read the rest of this entry »

I’ve killed hundreds 

Every square inch of my parents ceiling was covered with an even grid of pantry moths.  They are the color of soot and when I kill them, they leave a smear that looks like a shadow.

Grandma had started to act strangely and spent all her time standing on the counter top. There is a hole in the wall above of the cabinets where the infestation had started.  She would perch her face up against the opening and stare into the darkness. She was wearing khaki pants, an oversized cranberry colored wool cardigan and a pair of latex gloves.

After days of this behavior, suddenly, grandma fell off the counter top.  When I reached her side, her body was replaced with a single latex glove. The fingers had been cut from the palm and were laid out in order from index finger to thumb.

I looked down and I was wearing the jewel toned cardigan. It was thick and completely covered by tiny brown bugs.  The sweater is so infested that the insects have fused to the cotton.  I could hear their exoskeletons clashing and mandibles nibbling my flesh.  I ripped off the sweater and had a powder blue T-shirt underneath. A few bugs clung to the cotton and I desperately tried to brush them off.

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Email is a game that sad adults play

My first reading – modified 2 years ago

My very first poetry reading was last night.

Everything when wrong when I smudged my nail polish in the shower.  “FUCK! Motherfucking COCKSUCKER!”  The once smooth bright pink surface was now marred by an unsightly dent caused by the shampoo bottle.  This happens when you apply multiple layers of nail polish and

Candy

Eating easter candy purchased at full price in February.
Stewing and continuing to lose muscle mass.
Wasted calories that won’t burn.

Dixie

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It was dusk and I was walking up the street to my parents house and I noticed three ambulances in front of their neighbors house.  The lights were flashing, illuminating the entire street blue and red.  I ran to them.

There were people huddled together sobbing.  On the lawn there were about 20 bodies under red and navy fleece blankets.  They were all the size of children. Read the rest of this entry »

I’ve been published!

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The Bodega Monthly Anthology
Full text here: Old Spice

California Oreos

I’m at an art opening.  All the artwork is shit.  There’s a room full of laser beams.  This girl is being a bitch to me.  Someone is giving away free AAA batteries.  I get tired of the opening so I drive to California.  I stop at a brightly lit super market.  It is a supermarket that only carries processed junk food.  All the aisles are stocked to the ceiling with colorful plastic bags and packets. I go into the oreos aisle and look for the marshmallow crispie flavor.  They don’t have it, but they do have cookie dough.  I don’t want anything.  I look for somewhere else to go but there is only the grocery store. I head to my car and look at the highway glowing with headlights.  I have forgotten how to drive.  I am overcome with panic.

Oppression, Then Ruin

Tarot cards of love
I pull the hair from my face
and wax from my thigh

Steak Face I (Poet)

PANOPLY PERFORMANCE LAB – OPEN SPACE – 2/2/14
Video by David Greiss